What do you do when the world is so unfair and you feel so powerless to change even though you so care
When everything seems to go your way, which sound pretty good, you would say
But how about those people around you, who envy and see and life’s not so wonderful
Don’t you feel the guilt all the time have to bear the pain of the sight of them having to fight
Against their own life and the pain it holds inside with failure after failure
And you just waltz on through witnessing the pain but is unable to help
You don’t know what to say afraid it’ll not go your way and you piss that person off
Or that somehow the person just might not know how you feel
And you’re not good with words so you just can’t find the right things to say, afraid you show the wrong image and all goes astray
Some people say that you’re cocky some say you elude confidence, but in fact deep inside you always get nervous at the slightest of things
Your palms all go clammy when having new places around thee. And each new situation makes your heart beat so fast
People look at you and think you got it all covered that you worry about nothing and yet deep in your mind all the problems keep floating and flying
So much so it eats up your sleep and the dreams slip away and you keep thinking all day about the shit that might happen
But the world will never know and you keep it all inside with hope that one day a person you might find who understands you fully and accepts you for all that you are
And until the day that this happens you’ll have to live with your scars
Alone
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